| Location | Ohio,fletcher |
| Age | 3 months |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 21/11/2006 |
| Date of Death | 02/03/2007 |
| Visitors | 3,640 since 19/12/2007 |
| Creator |
Austin Christopher Lucas was born At Upper valley Hospital in Troy,Ohio On November 21, 2006 the day
before thanksgiving. Austin was my first and was a much wanted baby. His father was so happy as I
was also. Everything went great when I was pregnant with Austin till I was about four month pregnant
and I got a blood clot in my Left leg.
I Was very scared that day because I just wanted Austin to be okay. I got to leave the hospital
about a week later and Austin was fine. I end up having to give my self shot but other than
everything when great till next month and My doctor said that Austin was not gaining weight like he
should. I end up on bed rest and Austin end up coming early because he went in to de stress.
He weighted 3 pounds 13 ounces. But he was A little fighter just like his daddy. He had sugar
problems and ran a high fever but was able to come home 10 day later weighting 4 pounds and 4 ounces
with no problem just being tiny. His Doctor had came up with the nickname Peanut so everyone started
calling him that. At about a month old Austin started throwing up his formula and his doctor Said
that he had Acid reflex. he was gaining his weight and doing well he was eating ever 2 or 3 hours he
was always hungry. Austin was growing faster than his doctor thought he would. Austin Love listing
to Country music. his music on his swing and bouncer would make him upset and mad. he also learn how
to smile and rollover before they thought he would. every one would say he was going to behind
because he was born early but Austin Proved them all wrong by doing everything on time. On Feb. 19,
2007 Austin Got his first shots. he was so happy that day he was sucking on his hand witch he loved
doing he didn't care for pacifiers to much. and smiling like crazy that day. he also loved being
held just like any other baby. Austin Just did not make a impact on my life but on all our family
and friends that knew him. Austin Loved His Cousin Kyle who Help me make his bottles always. Austin
was always staring at his cousin Kyle. his cousin used to talk to him all the time. Kyle always
wanted to be where ever Austin was. He would wake up if he was a sleep if he heard his nana get up
for work. He also loved staring at his Uncle Joe. joe would always talk to him and make him smile
uncle Joe also could rub his tiny little foot and make him fall a sleep and know one else could do
it just right. When his cousin Kaleb, Kyle and Shelby would play bored game they would give Austin
the dice so that he could drop them. Though Austin was only here for a short time he will he live on
in everyone's heart that knew him.
The day that Austin got his angel wings Was the worst day of my life and I woke up in the morning.
my little handsome man never woke to have a bottle and Austin loved to eat something could not be
right. I found Austin not breathing And in a panic I grab the phone and called 911 I tried to do CPR
but could not bring him back. It felt as if it took the ambiance forever. because they couldn't
find the house. they finally got there I just wanted them to bring my little baby boy back. his life
had just begun it's not his time yet. I think my mind was in a state of shock I just wanted
everything to be bad dream. When we got to the hospital the doctors worked on him for about and hour
trying to bring him back but they couldn't. I got to hold my handsome little man for awhile before
they took him. Austin Passed to SIDS the leading cause for Infant to get there angel wings to early.
Now my goal in life is too keep my son memorie alive and hopefully one day I can do something to
make him proud. I can't wait to be able to hold my handsome little peanut in my arms once again.
To My handsome little man.
I think of you always and not a day goes by that I don't wish you were here with me. I love you very
much. You were my whole world the min I found out I was preg. with you. I will never forget you and
I pray every day that you are doing well in heaven, are having fun with your great and hopefully you
know how Much I love you. You will always be apart of and a Part of me will always be missing till
I’m with you in heaven. I just want you to know I miss every thing about you holding, seeing you
smile and the way sometimes you smelled like formula because of your acid reflex and. I even miss
that little look you would when you got mad you would always put down your bottom lip and stick it
out but would have no tear you just trying to get me to hold you it was such handsome little look. I
miss listing to country music with you and playing with you and try to get you smile. I miss reading
little books and talking to you even though you just give me a look like what are you talking about.
I remember when it was time for Christmas you just stare at the Christmas tree lights. and on
Christmas me helping you open all presents. And sometime you had a very cereus look on your face
just like your daddy. You also had your daddy's Hazel eye's, daddy hair and daddy shape of mouth.
Daddy used to always talk to you when you were in my belly he was so happy to be a daddy again. I
miss you so much baby. I'm glad that I didn't get miss anything that you did in your short time
here. I hope you know how much Your Daddy and I Miss and love you.
Daddy and I send all of are love to you in heaven! Hugs & Kisses for you!
I would like to thank everyone who has tooken the time to light Austin A candle it really means
alot.
Thank You
Thanks Linsey for all you support, I haven't been online lately or been leaving messages and wanted to thank you for continuing to leave messages for the twins. We are forever grateful. xxx
PRECIOUS CHILD
Words and Music by Karen Taylor-Good
In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still
In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still
In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then
In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart
The Cord
We are connected,
My child and I, by
An invisible cord
Not seen by the eye.
It's not like the cord
That connects us 'til birth
This cord can't been seen
By any on Earth.
This cord does it's work
Right from the start.
It binds us together
Attached to my heart.
I know that it's there
Though no one can see
The invisible cord
From my child to me.
The strength of this cord
Is hard to describe.
It can't be destroyed
It can't be denied.
It's stronger than any cord
Man could create
It withstands the test
Can hold any weight.
And though you are gone,
Though you're not here with me,
The cord is still there
But no one can see.
It pulls at my heart
I am bruised...I am sore,
But this cord is my lifeline
As never before.
I am thankful that God
Connects us this way
A mother and child
Death can't take it away!
Author Unknown
no choice
They think I'm fine and over it
Accepted that you died
But I live life with all this pain
And countless tears I've cried
I am forced to live with endless pain
That others can't accept
They think I'm fine and over it
Or that I'll soon forget
I want to scream from rooftops
Or silently just cry
I never will be over it
My God my child died!
It makes no sense to argue
My energy is low
So when they think I'm over it
I simply tell them No
I've become what they have wanted
A turtle in it's shell
Just keep my thought within myself
And never ever tell
I mask my life to others
To myself as well
For living every day on Earth
Is surely more like Hell
Simply put I won't get over it
Not better...stronger... fine
It is only that I've had no choice...
To live this life of mine
just the way people think
you should live your life,
but those who have lost there child
knows that this is just
living a lie,,,,,, forever x
poem
Tiny Angels
Tiny Angels rest your wings
sit with me for awhile.
How I long to hold your hand,
And see your tender smile.
Tiny Angel, look at me,
I want this image clear....
That I will forget your precious face
Is my biggest fear.
Tiny Angel can you tell me,
Why you have gone away?
You weren't here for very long....
Why is it, you couldn't stay?
Tiny Angel shook his head,
'These things I do not know....
But I do know that you love me,
And that I love you so'.
Love Truck for a special angel AUSTIN
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Sending you a Truck full of love Always!
poem
Don't Cry...
Don't cry mamma, don't shed a tear,
I know your heart is full of fear
because today I had to leave,
and watch from heaven as you grieve.
Don't cry pappa, please be strong,
listen to your heart, for my song.
I know you cannot touch my face,
but I'll be with you, every place .
Don't weep mamma, dry those tears.
I'll be with you through the years.
Listen closely and watch the stars,
You will feel me, near and far.
Don't weep pappa, and don't be mad,
It's hard, I know, when you're so sad.
Quiet whispers are felt within -
You will hear them, let them in.
Don't sob mamma, it's alright,
I left on my journey and with wings took flight!
God requested I come up high,
And watch over you while by his side.
Don't sob pappa, things will be ok.
I know it's such a darkend day.
But I'm an angel and have work to do,
Watching mamma and you..
poem
One day a tiny angel boy
Flew out of heaven's gate,
He was not discovered missing,
Until it was too late.
Of course, God was most disturbed,
About this precious, little soul,
Who got away from earth and went to heaven,
Before his time to go.
But God's eye was on this little guy,
Who'd been wonderfully designed,
Though tiny, he was mighty,
He just needed growing time.
Yet somehow he slipped through the gate,
When the gatekeeper's back was turned,
And he made it all the way to heaven,
With wings too small for his return.
He found a perfect mother and father,
Whose heart are bigger than he was,
Not even heaven could compete
For such a mother's and father’s love.
The divine love he brought with him,
Was a love direct from God,
For he still belongs to heaven,
Though here on earth
He was so fragile and so helpless,
His mother and father's strength not quite strong enough,
A Man's world a strange and frightening place,
Not like heaven - much too tough.
This child was made by God
In His image, for His Glory,
No way could earth lay claim to him,
To this precious, angel boy.
Too young to fly home on his own,
God sent gentle angels down,
Who swiftly, sweetly carried him
where he belonged.
God left a message for his mother and father,
To let them know their son and them
Would one day be together,
As they ought to be.
But in the meantime, they should listen,
And watch up in the sky,
For what they thinks are tiny birds
May be their sweet angel flying by
Dear Mommy...
Please don't be so sad..
It's beautiful where i am
there's only love up here,
I'm never lonely or afraid
cause God's so very near.
I walk with Jesus everyday
he's very kind and sweet,
Don't worry mom, he hold's my hand
when we cross a golden street,
I never cry or hurt myself
i see you everyday.
I laugh and play and sing alot
and hear you when you pray.
Please mommy..
Don't be mad at God
you see he loves me too,
and even though your not here with me
i'm really still with you
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